Thursday, July 17, 2008

make an encouraging banner

Take a picture of your parents kissing. Write the phone call you wish you could have. Give advice to yourself in the past. Recreate a poster you had as a teenager. Take a picture of strangers holding hands. Ask your family to describe what you do. Write your life story in a day. Photograph a significant outfit. Recreate an object from someone's past. Write down a recent argument. Make an encouraging banner.

my wonderful roommate claire and i have started a summer project. we will be completing a series of assignments from Miranda July and Harrell Fletcher's book Learning To Love You More. i think that it's going to be a really fun, positive thing, and i would encourage everyone who reads this to check it out, too. read, comment, share, contribute your own. get inspired-- it's what all of you do for me.

on a side note, claire has also started a public blog (link on the side), and it feels like the warmth of sunshine and the promise of sunrises and the poignancy of sunsets all at once. her blog has inspired me to write more, and to write better. so hopefully you'll be getting more berlin-esque posts (reference for the five people who read this blog regularly) soon.

Monday, July 14, 2008

things that i want to tell you about in person

the air guitar championships, the bee gees heavy metal tribute band that opened the championships, the magic of summer movies and picnics in the parks of new york, the project that i have recently started with claire which you will be hearing more about very shortly, the way it feels to sit by the water under bridges on hot but breezy days with trains passing over head and grass under my toes, the strange muscles that are sore now that i've started yoga again, the various whirring sounds in the basement that lull me to sleep at night, the beauty and wonder of dinosaur skeletons, the feeling of anticipation when the lights in the planetarium darkens, right before the stars turn on, the current length of my hair, how much i miss you.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

"I don't care if it's honest if it's fun," said Big Red.
"I don't care if it's fun if it's real," said Kym.
"I don't even care if it's real," said Debbie. Not everyone knew what she meant.
-Tom Robbins, Even Cowgirls Get the Blues

things i've been doing (besides not updating this):
  • working as a hostess/takeout girl (but soon to be a server!) at chevy's fresh mex. the upsides: pretty good money, improving my spanish, cheap food, working with my roommate meg, sombreros. the downsides: falling on my butt in the kitchen because it's slippery, mexican music 24/7, having to smile constantly at i-banker tools, coming home covered in salsa and guacamole.
  • hanging out with allen who was here for a few days! going to the museum of natural history and seeing dinosaur skeletons and cosmic collisions in the planetarium.
  • books: hard boiled wonderland and the end of the world, the history of love, labyrinths, even cowgirls get the blues.
  • movies: the wackness, encounters at the end of the world (so cool!), wall e.
  • SONIC VISION. and you might be able to guess what accompanied it.
  • watching wet hot american summer on an inflatable screen at a big empty pool in williamsburg. with icecream and blankets and a few hundred neighbors.
  • interviewing for fall publishing internships! re-organizing my life.
  • our awesome apartment. our awesome, although damp apartment. our awesome, although moldy apartment. our awesome dehumidifier, elroy, who is solving the damp, moldy apartment issues.
  • my landlord bill looking for a leak in my room and cutting holes in the wall so it looks like a christmas advent calendar. no chocolate in sight.
tonight we're going to see the national air guitar championships for claire's birthday!!!
my apologies to anyone who has been checking this. it's going to get better, i promise.

love and air guitars

Monday, June 16, 2008

The Upside of a Broken Digital Camera

Chain Bridge
Chain Bridge, Budapest

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Update Me Tuna

Home was bomb diggity. Lots of friends, lots of food, lots of family, and LOTS of jellyfish. Not to mention Kellie's wedding. Even with 10 months abroad in 10 countries, the last two weeks were probably some of the best I've had all year.
Now I'm finally back in New York and aside from the fact that it is excruciatingly hot, I'm so so happy to be back. The roomies are wonderful and we are already laughing until we cry. We are hopefully moving into our new apartment in Williamsburg, Brooklyn tomorrow. Right now we are in a temp apartment next door. We don't have AC and it's about 96 degrees plus unbelievable humidity here so when we're home we basically lie in a row on our mattresses in our underwear in front of the fan and whine. And sweat. Profusely. During the day we've come up with some great ways to stay out of the heat, like watching Iron Man and the Three Amigos and Lars and the Real Girl and... ok, those are the only great ideas. The others have been sitting in Grand Central Station for hours, K-Mart for hours, the Walgreen's greeting card section...

I posted a couple albums to picasa. Budapest, Home (jellyfish, etc), and the Cousins. check it out, yo.

Friday, May 23, 2008

Corsica/ South of France

Was mostly rainy but pleasant nonetheless. I once again had some amazing couchsurfing hosts. I spoke more French in a week than I have in months here (my brain also no longer functions). I went to Nice, Monaco (during the grand prix!), and Cannes (during the film festival!) in the South of France as well as Bastia in Corsica and any other small towns there a bus could take me. I met lots of strangers. I usually hate eels but the Monaco aquarium had little ones that would pop their heads of the sand to look for food and that was pretty entertaining. Also entertaining were the myriad of stories from one of my hosts, Denis, a 58 year old French man who liked to tell me long winded accounts (all in French) about-- well, I'm not quite sure, most of them included dirty jokes I couldn't understand and which his roommates refused to translate to me. One of them involved buying a porn magazine at a service station on the German Autobahn (as all men typically do of course) and finding semi-revealing pictures of himself in it which were taken years earlier. (He showed us the magazine as proof!). He cooked amazing dinners every night which we ate on their balcony overlooking the sea and on the last night I went to a lecture on Machiavelli with him (also in French. And Italian.) Fabienne, my official host, took me swimming with her and also to the two classes she teaches-- high school English and aerobics classes for seniors. I happily participated in both. My other host, Jessica, was also amazing and fed me home cooked meals too. I had a really great time talking to her and my last night in Nice I found myself at a bar, dancing with her on a table, at 2am, to none other than "C'est La Vie" by B*Witched (dig deep, I know you know that song).

The presence of rain in the sunny, coastal resort beach towns which I visited lent itself to a different kind of holiday. Lots of getting wet (I hate umbrellas), muddy treks through a pretty deserted mountain side, and reading while sitting in weird hexagonal rope contraptions in abandoned playgrounds. I managed to get through two books: a collection of 26 of some Gabriel Garcia Marquez's greatest short stories, which were magical, and 18 of the Best American Magazine Articles of 2007, which were excellent but tended to leave me in a horrified stupor and the general state of things.

I only have a few more days of Paris to pack and say my goodbyes to the city. I'm heading back to California on Monday and then I'll be in New York from June 8th.

It's been almost 5 months in Paris and almost 10 months abroad, but I don't really have it in me for grand reflections at the moment. For now I'll say this: my shoes still fit-- maybe better than ever-- but they're wearing out a little at the heels.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

i'm running on about three hours of sleep and my apartment looks like someone picked it up and shook it violently, but finals are OVER and tomorrow i leave for nice, corsica, and three different couchsurfing homes with a beach towel and a pile of books.*

*edit: and apparently an umbrella, because the forecast is rain.